my life so far

Mon, 22 May 2006 19:55:32 GMT

me and sadie went to a car show in clairmont.
looook

then we went to a fair

then we hit the gym lol

then we went to the pool and played MARCO POLO hah

then we went to my Aunts house

then we went to a raindom field

then we took some videos

then we went to a store and i saw some BLING :)

then we went home

and here are somr random things

yuuup....
that was So fun!!!!!!!
<333

Mon, 22 May 2006 19:47:33 GMT

that was such a fun party!
there was this kid there named dakota that ive know for almost all my life and i didnt even know it was him at first. it waa raaaad.

oh yea

Fri, 12 May 2006 20:54:52 GMT

the phone GREEN and i PINK up the phone and say Yellow

i get to go on the internet todayy

Wed, 10 May 2006 20:49:18 GMT

yippppeeeeee......mr.simons let me go on the internet.wowow right when i typed internet he said INTERNET. tomorrow is marina's birthday.KOOLAID =)
when i get older i want to get a hippie van and make it all rad inside.dang pimp my hippe mobile! YEAAAA BOIIIII..theres gunna be some cool carpet and peace signs and insence and flowers and ying yang signs and its gunna be so cool. lol. funny girl? right? yea? yea. im so bored im just gunna tell you some random crap. my pants are itching my leg.owwie.
i love andrew so much.hes my best best best friend. were going to move to africa and save the kids and stop the bombing or something like that. i like the african style &&& the bohemian style alottttt.
i still dont really get the whole LIVE.JOURNAL thing! ah its confusing. i dont get all the commenting stuff. and its not like myspace at all. i hear sadie complaining to people......okay yeah =)
im gunna go i think. check my e-mail. shiiit son! right when i typed e-mail mr.simons said E-MAIL!!! weirrrrd.
okay smell you later haa
<333333
sebi just said last names are sexy.mmm GAY MUCH?? YESS

i remember...

Tue, 09 May 2006 21:08:04 GMT

i wish i was a kid again...

i remember playing with my gumby and pokey rubber doll thingies.
i remember putting together my barney puzzle at my grammas old house
i remember showing my brother my pocahontas underwear to my brothers friend and getting in trouble.
i remember rolling down the hill at my preschool
i remember the big easter bunny left his foot prints
i remember i had a best friend named carley in preschool
i remember my first crush in preschool
i remember when trevor and leo chased me all day
i remember finger painting
i remember my first book i read was something about a frog
i remember getting hit in the eye with a lemon and i cried
i remember the whole neighborhood was filled with kids and they moved
i remember jumping in the leaves after raking them
i remember laughing at nothing
i remember gonig on the roof to look for my frizbies
i remember playing tag and hise and go seak
i remember when joey macias chased me in 5th grade and i got a scar frm when i got scratched in the fence.
i remember everything
and the bell is going to ring
cya
<333

school-io

Tue, 09 May 2006 20:57:26 GMT

uh im in school right now and its lame.typing is stupid. i dont get it..why does it matter HOW you type as long as your typing? jeeze how lame =)
so sadie isnt here today because she went to her grampas funeral and she wasnt here yesterday because she just didnt want to be. so im alone in 6th period. and were testing right now and its a really long day. tomorrow the scedule is really weird and we only go to some classes.but not all of them. some guy called me a slut the other day but he only said that because he doesnt know me. people always judge me and think im some lame fake bitch but im really not. i d0nt hate ANYBODY . i really dont. and i dont judge you so you shouldnt judge me. okay BYEEEEEE<3

death

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 20:43:49 GMT

ahhhhhhhhh
I hate death.
even though i wasnt his BEST friend....i still love him so much.
hes the nicest kid you will ever meet...he always cheered me up and knew what to say. he didnt really care about anything..he was just..HAPPY and he was okay with himself.
i remember me and him and alot of other people were in my friendsa garage and he was a little out of it [drunk] and it was raining and we were all just spinning in the rain till we fell down to the ground and laughed. and when he was leaving he gave everyone like 20 hugs and he didnt even know what he was doing. i always laugh at it. and he was asking my friend who her history teacher was and she kept saying "MR.KUHN!!!" and hes like "oh cool" and two secons later hes like "whos your history teacher!?" and he did it over and over foreverrrrrrr. and yesterday when it was raining i went in my friends backyard and i was just looknig up at the sky and just spinning in the rain. and my friend came out and jumped on me and we both fell to the ground.and i got all muddy and dirty. and we were just thinking about him the whole day. and i remember he was telling me how exited he was to turn 16 and drive and everything..and he will never be able to now!! and i dont get why it had to be HIM..why not..NOBODY....i hate trains!

REST IN PEACE GRAHAM SUCHMAN....GRAHAMMA...GRAHAM THE FOUCET MAN..GRAHAM CRACKER...TALL CAN.....SCUM.... i love you AND i miss you

the best song.....its like MY LIFE

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 22:01:44 GMT

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

love

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 05:26:21 GMT

is the craziest thing in the world...you know? :]
like....you get all quiet and scared. but i love love. love is rare for some people but then comes easily for others.im that kinda girl that waites a long time to say "i love you" and actually mean it! some other girls say it the first day they start dating and i dont get it at all! you dont want to mess up and say the wrong thing but you cant really help it.....because your so nervous......